Sharing bout love ..

Woo,finally friday again,but still kinda busy , busy goin out,busy prepare for tomolo's charity home visit..aiz like dun have enough time for myself..i gave my time for study,and during free time i gave it to my fren summore..at late nite,i reali v tired,till i cant wait for her call ...I do hope to phone u dear ,but u onli free after midnite,n i have my class tomolo morning at 8am,how u suppose me to wait for u,though i reali wanna to wait for u ..i know u r busy , i know u wanna finish ur homework n do revision..i oso wanna do dat too,and i lagi hope to chat with u ..Too bad i think time is juz not allow us to do so ...

Then yday,finally i bought da bus ticket to singapore !haha ..i go with my frenz ..then we went klcc since we still have some free time..and then we pass by a chocolate shop (duno wat name ar , chocolatier ar?start with B de , and those chocolates are from Belgium) then my fren went inside to buy , coz her bf is coming down from ipoh to visit her !she so hapi , and she decided to buy him a chocolate,though at first she reali duno wat to buy for him ..It cost rm52 for 100g,and it's equivalent to 7 pieces of small chocolate , omg ..She manage to buy 4..And by the time she paid it , she smile hapily ..Wao,a gf buy chocolate for her bf , sounds sweet and nice for me ..Summore she say tatz da finnest chocolate,and if her bf love it,she'll buy for him alwiz ..it's not about da money,it's about sharing da best stuff with my bf ..she said.

We went down to have our tea-break,and i had my Mcd.while eating ,she started to ask me, 'what shud i buy for my bf?my bf birthday is jan,i must plan now..'Wao,sudenly bit feeling jealous bout her bf ..she told me dat he's her childhood frenz,they werent tat close during secondary,but after a-lvls,they met back each other and started their journey.she said that she oso feel unbelievable,but i reali do believe tat fate would bring some ppl back tgt in nowhere ..

She ask me to suggest wat guys like..then i juz gave her some examples of stuffs tat guys usually like,actuali i oso dun reali know..coz even i myself oso duno wat i wan ..haha..then she reject some of my suggestion,say it's abit outdated..Finnaly,she asked me 1 question,i myself oso feel kinda syok..she asked, '' if for you,wats da gift from ur gf tat can make u feel touched?'' i duno reali know how to answer her ..Maybe i hope something from her,like wallet ar,shirts ar,anything..i know she din reali cant afford it,and i nvr hope i can get anythings from her..And she said,if he/she reali love u,he/she will go and find u ,no matter what,no matter how far it would be ..she did went to find his bf be4,and i know she'll be goin to ipoh next time..everytime i ask her to come from klang to puchong,she nvr will,aiz make me disappointed ald ..of coz i dun wish her to be in danger,juz becoz i wan her to find me ..i sendiri oso duno ..

Well,finally we reached back imu,but i missed da infinity millers thingy,so i waited inside da car ..then we decided to go pasar malam,since it's thursday nite..while walkin,i rmb our time walking pasar malam too,though it juz few times,but i do hope everytime i busy in day,i can enjoy with u,relax with u at nite ..we can walk walk around,eat whenever we wan,do watever we feel like to do,juz anything !sumtimes i juz think,if study reali for da future,how bout now?so we'll juz miss da time now,and go for da future mar?then we'll be missing alot of things to do tgt..sigh,wat is future anyway..

Sometimes,i will ask myself,am i being lazy in love alreadi?my answer for now,it's no..and im still v hardworking to work it out,to maintain it ..and i know you too..maybe sumtimes i juz merajuk,coz i feel it juz not enough,not enough for me..i cant see anything from u..i din hope to chat few hours with u ,at least in 5-10 mins,u'll show me ur love ,tatz all i wan..to boost up my stamina,brighten my day,and colour my life..i dun wan sry from you,da sry had become meaningless..u r teling me sry everyday,dont u think so?wats da point of sayin sry next time,when u reali did wrong?u shud know i treat sry,thx these kind of word seriously..i heard u say sry more than u say nitez or bb to me anymore..i guess i shudnt say i wanna wait for u or find u,the onli reply i get is sry ..it breaks my heart,i dun wish to hug da word 'sry' everynite i slp..i feel itz hard for me..aiz,i guess u dun understand,u got ur own life now,ur new frenz,everything is new..and maybe u reali workin hard in ur study,and i'll alwiz ur biggest fan ..

If someday someone ask me again,wats da gift tat i ever received from my gf tat make me feel v touched..Dear,from da day u accepted me,i know tatz da best gift ever from u,to me ..even the finnest chocolate,or greatest gift oso cant replace this answer ..becoz it's from you k?IT'S YOU !!u're my greatest gift ..from you to me ..=)u gave ur heart to me ... 9 1215225 251521

Gotta go again,farewell 'party' now,haha cya guyz .. dont ever let urself to ask u tis question, 'why when he/she left me,onli i know how to treasure him/her..''

*It's easy to start a new relationship,but when we r tryin to maintain it,tatz da hardest part .. =) GOOD DAY !